[Which is not a group of people Philip can necessarily categorize himself as right now. Even if Philip had survived his final assault on the prison or if Rick had done as he asked and surrendered it peacefully, he had lost everything all over again. It was too late and he failed Meghan like he failed Penny. This isn't the oblivion he was hoping for and he still has to carry those losses, but it doesn't make any difference to him whether he feels it here or elsewhere.]
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[Which is not a group of people Philip can necessarily categorize himself as right now. Even if Philip had survived his final assault on the prison or if Rick had done as he asked and surrendered it peacefully, he had lost everything all over again. It was too late and he failed Meghan like he failed Penny. This isn't the oblivion he was hoping for and he still has to carry those losses, but it doesn't make any difference to him whether he feels it here or elsewhere.]